Getting my caffeine fix

Time check: 1:45pm @ Starbuck Megamall Bridgeway, June 30, 2006

Ok, so starting next week I should and I will wake up early, because Sir Esguerra told me, in a nice and joking way, “Uy ikaw ha lagi kang late.” Yikes. Must never be late again if I want to pass this subject. Talk about waking up when it’s still dark.

Mj, Yoj and Pete are now Malaya interns. Good for them, surely they would learn a lot. Mj and Yoj are under May’s former trainor, and Pete on the other hand is under Sir Ashzel – he’s lucky I tell you.

I haven’t told Sir Ashzel that I saw my evaluation sheet – actually Sir Jeh, HR of Malaya showed me and May our evaluation forms. We both got very high grades. To tell the truth I really don’t know if I deserve the grades Sir Ashzel gave me. Not that I’m complaining, I’m actually really happy with what I saw. All I can say is that I really worked hard on my OJT and he must’ve seen it – I actually lost 5 lbs. this summer, weird I know, to think that I’m already thin and losing that much is something right?

I’ll never get tired of saying that I really felt so damn lucky to have Sir Ashzel as my trainor. Working and learning a lot while at the same time enjoying what you’re doing.

I was elected as the new class treasurer. I really don’t like the responsibility but hey, at least I have something to add on my resume.

The Pacquiao VS. Larios is on Sunday and we were told by our Sports Journ Prof that we should watch the match and take notes for our activity next Friday.


Things

When I was in grade school I always wanted to be a Doctor – that’s when I realized that I can’t be one because I’m deadly afraid of injections and gets nauseous when I see blood. So then I decided to be a Magazine Editor, FHM to be specific – ask my high school classmates if you don’t believe me. But now after my OJT, I said goodbye to magazine and now plans to be a news writer after I graduate.

Funny how you learn or discover more about yourself as life goes. How you suddenly change your mind about something you really waned as you mature..

Know what I’m actually not the only one staring at the cars here at Starbucks Megamall Bridgeway, there are four more people blankly staring outside like me. See! I told you this view is really something. LoL.

Going back, well yeah… Its funny how people ends up to something without even knowing or thinking that they would end up there. Get what I mean? It’s vague, I know. Really can’t explain it well. For example, my sister always wanted to be an interior designer and I always thought that she will be one day, but she ends up studying to be a medical transcriptionsist and is taking up culinary arts after. Anyway, I’ll stop explaining now.

I’m about to finish my Double Irish Cream Latte. It never fails to make me feel good, washing all my stress and worries away. Weird how I get this effect when I drink coffee. And it somewhat gives me this urge to write. Things just start popping into my mind that I’m having a hard time explaining it thru writing.

I can see the clouds moving slowly… a plane flying… people walking… cars moving… and Mr. Security Guard standing still under the heat of the sun…

Don’t you just sometimes get that feeling that with all your problems, with your school works adding up that you just want to scream and give up, then realizing that your life is actually not that bad and there are people with worse problems than yours?

That’s how I feel right now.

All the school work – thesis, readings, papers – plus staying at school all day is just draining all my energy. Not to mention the 2 hours travel from our house to UST. It’s a wonder I’m still alive and that I’m just losing weight.

Life can really knock you out sometimes. I’ll just have to stay positive and just enjoy.

Ok, it’s so damn long now; don’t know if I’m still making sense.

Time check: 2:49pm